The Next Day

As I woke up the next day I found that my whole world had been turned upside down... it was real... this was reality.... there was no turning back and fixing what had been done.... I was lost in a hole filled with things i could not make out... I knew that this was not the end but i didnt know what to do next. As i tried to gather myself and push on into the next day I found that it was very hard to push on anywhere near where i needed to be.... I had just lost my father, the person i turned to for help and advice. There are some things in this life that need overcomming but this is one of those things that you stop and sit back and try to figure out because you cant just over come it. As the days went on and every finally got what would be the "new normal". We just tried to be the best we could be. My mom met some one else and he was truely wonderful.... His name was Mark Cain, And he was the best person i could of asked for, for my mother. She fell in love with him and so did we. It wasnt easy seeing someone come into my life to take the responsibility of my father but as time went on he did grow on me and i realized that i loved him as a father...